Linda’s
fans have been very excited in anticipation of the release of her
latest record, and Linda has once again been so gracious to sit down
with the EDER-tors of THE VOICE and give the fans her personal insight
into the making of SOUNDTRACK.
VOICE:
When were you first approached by Verve about recording a new album?
LINDA:
Actually it wasn’t really that long ago because we had to do
this all so quickly. It was the end of May when Verve suddenly came
to me and said that it was time to do another record. They wanted
to put it out in October, so basically we had to make the record yesterday!
[All laugh!]
VOICE:
Was it your idea to record movie themes?
LINDA:
As far as doing a themed record, that was Verve’s idea. They
said they wanted to have a themed record because sometimes they sell
better. We knocked around different ideas, and I chose movie themes
because I just had more ideas for a record like that. Also the record
is more varied that way. If you pick one composer, you can make new
arrangements and change it up that way, but it’s so much easier
to get more variety by not using one composer. Plus I really like
movie songs! Most songs from movies are chosen because they are kind
of like hits automatically, and that definitely helps.
VOICE:
Was it difficult choosing a title for the album?
LINDA:
We were all kicking around ideas, and I wasn’t really crazy
about any of them. I actually went on the Internet and just did a
search for words associated with music, film and cinema. I kept looking
at the results, and then I found the word “soundtrack.”
I started thinking I kind of liked that as a title because I liked
the idea of having a shorter title. Other titles we kicked around
were longer, and others were so cinematic that they didn’t sound
like music to me. Ultimately, we settled on the one I came up with,
SOUNDTRACK.
VOICE:
How much time did you have to choose the songs and put everything
together before the rehearsals and recording sessions began?
LINDA:
Not much! [All laugh!] A few weeks! At first we were all putting lists
together, and then we would have conference calls with four people
on the phone at once throwing out ideas. Ultimately, they let me pick
the songs I wanted, so I would say half the songs on the record are
from my list and half are songs I approved of from other people’s
lists. The process was done literally days before we began working.
We got the final list maybe about a week before we actually started
working on it.
VOICE:
Was this the first time you ever put a record together this quickly?
LINDA:
Yes, definitely! Absolutely!
VOICE:
If given the opportunity, would you like to record another album that
quickly again?
LINDA:
Actually I would. The way we recorded it quickly was really okay,
but I would have liked to have had more time leading up to the actual
recording sessions to think about arrangement ideas. The way we did
it was kind of fun because we were there at the recording studio with
the band, and that made it very easy to become a band in every sense
of the word. We rehearsed for four days straight. I’d start
singing… we’d kick out an idea… and I was able
to give them my feedback immediately. I’d say something like
“maybe this tempo would be good… slow it down…
speed it up.” Then everybody would just start playing and we’d
track it. It was a very organic way of putting together an arrangement.
You got people’s input right away, so you didn’t waste
a lot of time on an idea that wasn’t really going anywhere.
VOICE:
That makes a lot of sense.
LINDA:
And because we played together live for four days where I had a mic
and everyone was amped, it was like becoming a band in a week. That
was really kind of fun! Then we had a long weekend off and tracked
after that.
VOICE:
Did you find it was more stressful preparing and recording with so
little time rather than having more time to sit with things?
LINDA:
I don’t know if it was stressful. It was frustrating only from
the sense that you begin to think that maybe if you had a little more
time, one or two songs would have been different or maybe an arrangement
would have been done in a slightly different way. But I could say
the same thing about every single record I ever made. Choices maybe
would have been a little different. On the whole, I’m happy
with what we chose to record for SOUNDTRACK.
VOICE:
Because you were rehearsing and recording within a small time frame,
was there a special routine you followed while recording this album
to keep your voice in top form?
LINDA:
I would drive up to Woodstock to the studio every day, and that actually
was a good thing because I could warm up for an hour and a quarter
in the car without any distractions. Every morning I’d be driving
up there, playing the radio, and warming up slowly. That definitely
helped.
VOICE:
It’s great that it worked out that way.
LINDA:
Yes. Keeping my voice in shape was the problem because I don’t
have the stamina I used to have when I was twenty! It was actually
harder this time because I had to sing every day, but my voice held
up well. I would have liked to have had a full week off before I started
doing the vocals rather than just having a few days, but I also knew
that I was going to be able to go back and fix some lines if there
were any things that didn’t work. That wasn’t the ideal
because you don’t get the same quality, so most of what you
hear on the record is all one take. There is one song that we rerecorded
at Billy’s studio, but I used a different mic and it has a slightly
different sound than the original. I got better vocals, so it paid
off.
VOICE:
Is the way you kept your voice in shape for the recording similar
to what you do when you have several concerts in a row?
LINDA:
Well, it’s really just about warming up now-a-days. I didn’t
really warm up when I was young! [All laugh!] Now I definitely need
to warm up!
VOICE:
Have you seen any of the movies associated with the songs you recorded?
LINDA:
Most of them! One of my favorite songs on the record is the song “Falling
Slowly” from the movie ONCE, which I never saw. I just fell
in love with the song. Some of the older movies like THE UMBRELLAS
OF CHERBOURG I haven’t seen, but I think I’ve seen almost
everything else.
VOICE:
Can you recall seeing any of the movies and thinking… I’d
really love to record that song one day?
LINDA:
I’ve always liked “Valley Of The Dolls,” so that
song I could hear myself recording. That’s sort of the type
of song that I used to always do, so I could definitely hear that.
Then there’s “Everything I Do.” I love Bryan Adams!
I’ve always loved that song, and I’ve always wanted to
record it. I think maybe in the last ten years or so I’ve listened
to a lot of the songs on the radio because most of them are radio
hits too. I really wasn’t doing that much pop kind of stuff
until the last few years, so I didn’t think of recording that
type of song until more recently.
VOICE:
Were there any songs you knew you definitely wanted to include right
from the beginning when you were making your list of choices?
LINDA:
Yes! “Everything I Do” and “Falling Slowly” were definite ones. As for the rest, I really had to sit down and
think about it because I had never really given any thought to recording
a movie themed album until that moment when I was approached by Verve.
I got the ideas fairly quickly for the songs I liked. Some I got by
going on the Internet and looking first at songs that had won an Academy
Award, and I went on from there.
VOICE:
Who put the band together for SOUNDTRACK?
LINDA:
The band was actually put together by the producer, Peter Collins.
Billy Stein was an obvious choice because he’s so talented and
he does records all the time. The rest of my regular band would all
have been great. Some of them do a lot of records and some of them
don’t, but the producer had his own ideas so I didn’t
have much say there.
VOICE:
Are most of those on the record mainly session musicians?
LINDA:
They play with people too, but they definitely do a lot of records.
VOICE:
Most of the musicians who played in the band for the recording sessions
are probably not familiar names to many of your fans. Can you tell
us a little about the band?
LINDA:
Jerry Merotta, the drummer, runs the studio up there at Woodstock
and is quite famous. Fun guy and really, really talented! I had never
heard of the string guitarist, Peter White, before, but he’s
amazing… really amazing! I can see why Peter Collins wanted
him. Ben Butler played electric and acoustic guitar. He was somebody
we had looked at to play in the band for THE OTHER SIDE OF ME, but
he wasn’t available at that time. He’s great! The bass
player was Lonnie Plaxico. The producer wanted a certain sound on
his upright, a really gritty or biting sound, probably so it would
cut through. I think Dave Finck is an amazing bass player and I was
hoping the producer would go with him, but I guess Dave didn’t
have quite the sound on his bass that the producer thought he wanted.
It was a mistake in hindsight. Dave is an amazing player, and we have
worked together so well for so many years. Things would have gone
faster in the studio. Ultimately, we ended up realizing that we didn’t
want upright on the majority of the record.
VOICE:
Had you worked with any of these musicians previously?
LINDA:
No, I hadn’t worked with any of them with the exception of Billy
Stein.
VOICE:
Did you have to do a lot of rerecording after you realized you didn’t
want to use the upright that much?
LINDA:
The guy who saved us by coming in and rerecording nine tracks in a
day was Tony Levine. He’s amazing! He plays for Peter Gabriel.
When he came in, it was like wow… the sound on his bass…
the way that he plays… the nicest guy too! He lives up there
right near the studio. Initially, we actually tried to get him for
the record, but he was going to be on the road with Peter Gabriel
and wouldn’t be able to do the rehearsal part of it. I knew
that wouldn’t have mattered. We could have gotten anybody to
play the rehearsals. Tony could have walked into the recording sessions
and played it like it was nothing. He’s that good. Those are
all the things you learn as you go.
VOICE:
Will anybody from this new group of musicians be part of your regular
band?
LINDA:
No. We tried to get Ben Butler for the show that’s coming up
in October, but he’s on the road right now with somebody else.
Eventually he’s somebody that I’d love to use, and he
wants to play the show too.
VOICE:
So basically you’ll be performing with the TOSOM band?
LINDA:
Yes.
VOICE:
Did anybody besides Kim Scharnberg work on the arrangements for SOUNDTRACK?
LINDA:
Really it was just Kim, and there were parts that we added along the
way also. I didn’t go down to Nashville for the additional sessions
with Kim. I trusted him to do good work so I didn’t feel like
I needed to be there. In hind sight, I wish I would have been there
because I’m so darn opinionated about everything. I think I
have good instincts, and I probably could have saved them some time
if I had been there. There were a couple of solos and a few other
different things that were changed and ultimately parts that were
not used. This may not have happened if I had been there. Who knows?
VOICE:
Kim is so talented!
LINDA:
Yes, he is! He wrote some beautiful string arrangements! Then the
cellist came in with ideas of his own also, so some of it is what
Kim wrote and some is what the cellist did on his own. These musicians
are all virtuosos, so they are used to coming in and just playing.
That’s how Peter Collins works… you play and you give
him choices and see what he likes. There was a trombone solo on one
of the songs that I didn’t like at all. I just didn’t
think it fit, so Peter brought in Willie Nelson’s harmonica
player and it was perfect! Then I do a song called “Help”
from the Beatles, which I did for Jake. Billy ended up doing the solo
in that song. We didn’t like the solo we had, so Billy played
a really neat part on that. I think “Help” turned out
to be one of the better songs on the record. The arrangement is really
cool!
VOICE:
What were you thinking when you learned you would be recording SOUNDTRACK
at Woodstock ?
LINDA:
Hmmm… I guess all I thought at first was, “Good! It’s
close to my house!” [All laugh!] It only took me an hour and
a quarter to drive there, and I was driving in lovely scenery. I was
going up there to be in the woods in a beautiful old house. It was
actually a church years ago, but most of it felt just like an old
house. It has a wrap-around porch and an early 1900’s looking
kitchen where the caterer made all this great food for us to eat.
We hung out on the porch, and we ate out there too. It rained every
other day, but we still had plenty of sunshine. It was just a very
nice environment. Even if I were to go into Manhattan to make the
record, it would have taken me an hour and a half between the drive
and the parking just to get to the studio. And I’d be in Manhattan
and not in a beautiful scenic outdoor location. I really like the
location they chose to record the CD.
VOICE:
How familiar were you with the events that took place at Woodstock
forty years ago?
LINDA:
I haven’t been a student of Woodstock, so I’m not too
familiar with it and don’t know a lot about it. I know there’s
been quite a bit about it on TV recently and also there’s a
movie because of it being the 40th anniversary.
VOICE:
Did you have a chance to go into town while you were there?
LINDA:
We did go into town once to eat at a restaurant there. My relatives
from Austria were in town at the time, so they came up to be able
to be with me. They were booked to come long before the record was
planned, and then the record interfered with the time I got to spend
with them. But they came up and we went into town for dinner. That’s
when I discovered that there still are real live hippies in the world!
[All laugh!] They were walking around everywhere.
VOICE:
Really?!
LINDA:
Oh, yes! Totally! I would say more than half the people walking in
the streets of the town were hippies!
VOICE:
Was it strange recording in what used to be a church?
LINDA:
It was kind of strange in a way because the church part of it where
people would sit during services is where we were all set up. The
benches were removed, but there were the same light fixtures that
were hung when it was a church. When you looked up at the balcony
where the choir would be, you saw all the percussion instruments stacked
up there. [All laugh!] The main door looked exactly the same as when
it was a church, but on either side of the front door they had built
two isolation booths. One of them was where I did my vocals, and the
other was where the bass player would be. In the middle was the spot
where we rehearsed and where the piano, some percussion, and the rest
of the instruments were set up for the recording sessions. A little
bit into the main room where the altar would have been, they built
a raised up room and made it soundproof. That is where they put the
control board. It was definitely an interesting set-up. It was a little
bit strange being in what used to be a church, but I figured maybe
it was a good thing!
VOICE:
Are there any interesting or funny stories you’d like to share
about your time at Woodstock?
LINDA:
I don’t think there were any crazy funny things that happened.
This wasn’t really funny, but it was very interesting. As we
were recording one song, I sang my final word, and then you hear the
band come in for their final hold note. Right at the perfect time,
there was a big, long rumbling of thunder because there were a lot
of storms going on at the time. I think it’s still on the recording
if you listen carefully. If you had head phones on, you might be able
to actually hear it. It couldn’t have been more perfectly timed!
VOICE:
What was the reaction?
LINDA:
Everybody kind of thought it was really weird.
VOICE:
Maybe it was a sign from up above!
LINDA:
Another unexpected thing that happened was that I started crying at
the end of one song. I was singing “Everything I Do” at
the time. I got to the very end and only had the last two lines to
sing, but I couldn’t go on. I had to put my hands over my face
and walk out of the studio. The band all kind of knew the story, so
they were cool with it. I didn’t feel too embarrassed and came
back in and sang the song over. I don’t know what happened…
it just hit me. You just never know when it’s going to hit you.
VOICE:
Can you tell us a little about the process of doing over dubs and
background vocals and what makes that your favorite part of making
a record?
LINDA:
Background vocals are my favorite part of making a record. You don’t
have the pressure of doing the lead, and you don’t necessarily
have to sing with personality. It’s more about sound because
if you isolate the background vocal, it does not sound like you’d
want the lead to sound. You try to make it airier so it blends better
with the lead. You try to sing in a straight tone. It’s really
just about the sound you want to wrap around the lead vocal in a way
that sounds good. A lot of times there’s more than one part
so I get to work out harmonies. I like to do that and I’m pretty
good at it. In “Against All Odds,” that’s me doing
the backgrounds, and that part acts almost like a lead in some ways
because of the emotional impact. I’m singing more like a lead
there, but the rest is just that fun kind of blending… no pressure…
just blending. As for overdubs, it’s kind of the same thing.
But sometimes an overdub is used to fix a part that is just not good
enough. For example, maybe you didn’t have enough emotion in
a line or, since you’re recording a song all in one take, you
may be a little flat or a little sharp. Sometimes you just think you
can beat what you’ve done. With SOUNDTRACK, we didn’t
do much overdubbing. It was pretty much all one take.
VOICE:
Did you do all your own backgrounds at Billy’s studio or did
you have others working with you?
LINDA:
I did all the backgrounds at Billy’s studio. It was just Billy
and I.
VOICE:
Can you tell the fans about your involvement with the mixing process?
LINDA:
Before this, I was always there through the entire mixing process.
This time I was just as involved doing it from my house. Ideally,
I should have been down in Nashville doing this, but I didn’t
want to go down there for two weeks. I just didn’t want to take
the time away, especially since it wasn’t a record that was
totally in my control. It didn’t feel like “my record”
like the last one did where everything was really up to me. I was
producing then with Billy, and I was involved in every aspect of it
and I was making all the decisions. Peter Collins was great to work
with and he really listened to me. He was always happy to take my
suggestions, so I just didn’t think it was worth it to go down
there. In addition to that, they were going to fly me down in the
middle of the mixing process when there still would have been many
songs they hadn’t even touched yet.
VOICE:
How did it work with you being away from where they were actually
doing the mixing?
LINDA:
I knew that I could do it from home because of the modern age of technology
we live in now. They would do a mix down in Nashville and put it up
on a site. I would listen to it in the headphones, and I would be
able to hear it just as well as if I were sitting right there in the
studio with them. After listening, I would make a comment. They’d
make the change and put it up there again for me. I’d make another
comment, and this would continue until I was happy with what I heard.
That’s how we did it. It was great because I was able to be
home with Jake and be mixing at the same time without having to sit
there for 18 hours a day! Trina, who was mixing it down in Nashville, was great and so nice to work with, and she’s actually the
one who really did the hard work. She was sitting there all day doing
the mixing, and that is a long and tiring process. Your ears get fried
after listening to a mix over and over and over. It was so nice for
me because when they sent it to me, my ears would be fresh and I could
hear something they may have missed.
VOICE:
Did you have input about things you would like to have in the mix
as they were working?
LINDA:
They were very good about asking what I needed in the mix. For instance,
on “Falling Slowly,” I asked my friend, Gene Miller, to
do the backgrounds. He’s the one I wanted for this song because
he’s really a great singer in his own right. You may remember
him from CIVIL WAR. He lives in Nashville and is very well known there
for doing a lot of backgrounds. Trina didn’t know that “Falling
Slowly” is meant to be sort of like a duet, even though it’s
me harmonizing with myself in the verses because that sounded more
right to me. You hear Gene in the chorus section because the harmony
line is too low there for me to get any kind of bite. Trina didn’t
have him loud enough, so I had to tell her to think of the song more
like a duet.
VOICE:
Did you have anybody else besides Trina to help with the mixing?
LINDA:
Yes. There was Dahlia, our A & R from Verve, who’s my champion
there and set the whole thing up. She would also get the mix when
I did and would listen to it. Then we would all make comments and
help with the mixing that way.
VOICE:
Did you record any songs that didn’t make the final cut for
one reason or another?
LINDA:
There are 11 songs we recorded for SOUNDTRACK. We also have a twelfth
song because we always have a bonus track. We were going to record
more songs just so that we would have a choice, but that was all we
could do in the very short time frame that we had been given.
VOICE:
Do you have a favorite song off the record?
LINDA:
SOUNDTRACK is a very mellow record in a lot of ways. There’s
not a lot of up tempo songs on it and I really like it. It’s
very easy to listen to all the way through. I guess we’ll talk
about it first, and then maybe I will be able to figure out a favorite
when we’re done. Right now, I don’t know what my favorite
song is. I think we have a few home runs on there. I really love the
arrangements and the way they came out. Everybody kind of feels that
certain songs are the strongest, but my favorites are never based
on what other people’s favorites are. I sing songs for a living,
so it’s whatever is happening in my life at the present time
that might make me pick one song or another as my favorite. There
are a lot of sad songs on SOUNDTRACK, so this record is definitely
a reflection of what I’ve gone through recently. I’m kind
of afraid that may be the reason why I might pick one song over another.
“Everything I Do” came out really well and I’m very
happy with the arrangement. I also love “Falling Slowly”
just because that had become my new favorite song that I was playing
before recording SOUNDTRACK. I love the original version and I love
the one we got. “Help” came out incredibly well, and that
particular arrangement was not mine. It definitely came from Peter
Collins. It was his idea to slow it down and do it in that particular
way, and that was a great call! Another one that came out really well
is the Bee Gees’ song, “If I Can’t Have You.”
Again it’s a jazzy, pop version that works really well for me.
VOICE:
There’s something on there for everyone.
LINDA:
Yes. The fans who like the standards are really going to like “I
Will Wait For You” and “Charade” because they’re
done in the style of singing that I am known for to most of my fans.
Both of those came out really well. So… after talking so much
about the songs… my favorite song… I can’t say.
I really can’t.
VOICE:
Would you be able to pick a favorite from a business sense?
LINDA:
From a purely business sense, meaning what song do I think could be
the most commercial song… “Accidentally In Love”
comes to mind. It was my idea to do that song, and I think it came
out great! The arrangement is really cool! It’s a jazzy, pop
version, and I think people will really gravitate to that one. It’s
also upbeat, and that’s something I also like about it.
VOICE:
How would you say that the songs on SOUNDTRACK reflect “both
sides of you?”
LINDA:
Really it’s because the record is a nice mix. There are two
songs on there that are done in the style of the standards as I just
mentioned. Then “Valley Of The Dolls” is done with a very
classical string arrangement. People who like the older type of music
that they know me for will like those songs. People who like pop versions
of songs will like the songs done in that way. Both styles are part
of me. I always have that slight inflection of country in what I sing
because that’s really who I am. A good example is “Everything
I Do.” I do a slightly more country version of the pop version.
It’s a little softer. SOUNDTRACK is not Broadway. You’re
not going to hear anything remotely Broadway, so that part of me is
not there on this record.
VOICE:
It seems like there is a good variety.
LINDA:
There’s really not a wide range. You’re not jerked back
and forth from one song to the next. It’s all very cohesive
with the exception of “Valley Of The Dolls,” which is
very classically arranged. The rest holds together really well, and
that’s why it works.
VOICE:
Will you be debuting any of the songs at Town Hall in New York City
in October?
LINDA:
Yes. The plan is to do a few certain selections from THE OTHER SIDE
OF ME and some of the classics that people know me for in addition
to some songs from the new record.
VOICE:
Will the new songs become part of your “All Of Me” show?
LINDA:
Yes. That’s what the record company wanted. They loved THE OTHER
SIDE OF ME! That’s why they bought it. For this record, they
wanted something between the music I had been singing and the songs
from TOSOM. When I recorded THE OTHER SIDE OF ME, I knew it was just
such a departure from the music I have been known for, but I also
knew it was very important for me to make that record. In order for
me to get myself out of the world I had been in, I almost had to yank
myself out so far from it to open people’s eyes to “the
other side of me” whether they liked it or not. Then coming
back in to a little more middle ground I think will make people a
little more accepting of this kind of record. It’s a bit hard
to explain, but if you don’t like country, you’re not
going to like THE OTHER SIDE OF ME. It’s a very stylized thing.
To this day, I’m still very proud of that record. It really
holds together well, and I gained some new fans who like that kind
of music.
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VOICE:
Digressing from the main topic of this interview which is SOUNDTRACK,
can you tell us a little about the work you did for The Children’s
Kindness Network Project with Kim Scharnberg?
LINDA:
Boy, you know about everything! [All laugh!] Kim asked me to work
on this project, and of course I said yes! It was a chance for us
to catch up because we hadn’t seen each other and hadn’t
spent a lot of time talking and catching up in a long time. Kim came
over to the house, we talked for an hour or so, and then we did the
recording. It only took us a few minutes. Kim wrote all the music
for this project, which is really to teach kids about their instruments
and help them to get into playing them. He created these great characters,
and I hope this project will be successful. I think it would make
a cute animated thing too. I play Olivia Oboe! [All laugh!] It’s
about this instrument that doesn’t know where it fits in, and
it’s very cleverly done. It’s great to be part of something
that’s not just about making money. It’s a project to
help kids with music in a cute, fun way.
VOICE:
Will you be doing any more “Two For The Road” shows with
Michael Feinstein?
LINDA:
Yes, we have one coming up. It’s always fun to get back together
to sing with him.
VOICE:
You mentioned in your most recent letter that you want to slow down a little.
Does that mean fans can expect fewer shows in the coming months?
LINDA:
Well, yes. I can’t help it, you know. I’m 48! [All laugh]
I’ve been pushing it pretty hard for the last 20 years, and
I think I’ve realized in the past four years how much I’ve
sacrificed. Shows always tend to be on the weekends, and most of the
world parties on the weekends. I can see where that can be hard on
relationships and how much I’ve missed about being social with
friends. Jake is in school about three quarters of the year, but he’s
off on weekends. If I’m working, that means he’s with
Frank. He’s having a ball, but that means I’m not with
him and I can’t change that. I can ask them to book shows during
the week, but most venues want you on the weekend because they can
do better. When you start hitting that 50 year mark, and I’m
getting closer and closer to that, you start looking at your life
and realizing how fast life goes. I always knew life went fast, but
you start to realize it more and more. I want to enjoy life now. I
want to do the shows I want to do for the fun of it and obviously
the amount I need to do to survive. I don’t want to be doing
shows just for the sake of doing them. I love performing and I want
to perform as long as I can. But I don’t want to do it at the
expense of family and friends and social life and just life in general.
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VOICE:
Has the economy affected the number of shows also?
LINDA:
Yes. Actually the economy was dictating some of this anyway. This
year and last year, I have seen a decline in the number of shows,
and it’s really based on the economy, which hopefully is turning
around. I know of so many people who are out of work and are just
waiting for something to come along. It’s just a tough, tough
time. The room where I always played at Mohegan Sun is no longer there.
I could always count on that every year for three shows. I would go
up there and have a ball, and I could drive because it was close to
home! It was a beautiful room too! It’s not open anymore and
it’s sad to see that. Hopefully it will reopen.
VOICE:
That was a venue where fans enjoyed going too! We certainly had some
great times there!
LINDA:
But the truth is that people change over time. I used to want a thousand
acres with 50 horses and a house in the middle of it! Now I just want
less and less and less. The stress of having all this stuff just weighs
me down. I want to become light and mobile and free. I really have
made a major shift during the last four years because I realized that
all the things I had were weighing me down and making me not as available
as I wanted to be. I felt like I was sitting on top of a mountain
of stuff and I just don’t want that any more, especially since
I’m working for all that and not even enjoying it. I hardly
ever swim in my pool even though Jake swims in it. I don’t play
on the tennis court. I don’t use the things I’m paying
for because those things aren’t important to me anymore. The
most fun I can have is just being with family and friends. I just want to make up for lost time.
VOICE:
We wish you the very best in whatever you choose to do. You deserve
every happiness in the world!